Almost one month is pasted
and I feel a huge empty inside me

All the magic is slowly wasted
and I am not an enchantress

My soul is crawling down
just because you are not here

I miss your hands embracing my body
that makes me feel safe

I miss your sweet South lips
that makes me feel on heaven

I miss every single moment that I spent with you

I miss you…

I miss your eyes
those beautiful eyes

Those gray eyes…
Your wonderful eyes…

So deep

Deep as the ocean
Deep as night

I miss everything

I hate myself for losing you…

I miss you

I can not live with this loss…

I’m not strong enough to living without you
I just can’t…

Farewell my love
I love you.



When I was younger,
I had a lot of dream…

I dreamt to be a strong woman
I dreamt to do great things

I always wondered about how my life
could be happy with my career

With a man…

I wondered how was the true love…

Now I’m in love…
But will never exist a happy ending…

I dreamt to be a great warrior
But now I’m only a simply human
With endless fears…

Once I was a dreamer…

I always wanted to be happy
Just happy…

Happy without any trouble
Happy in my tiny house
Happy with my cat

Once I was a dreamer…

But now?

What I am now?



I think I’m a loser.

Just a loser.

Pathetic, futile loser.

I’m a loser…

– Fear –


Nothing that fear.

Fear to everything.

Fear of light,
Can burn my skin.

Fear of the dark,
Can swallow my soul.

Fear of the night,
Can steal my dreams.

Fear of Distance…

The distance can destroy every relationship,

Even true love.

Fear of love.

Love can break my heart
In so many pieces…

Horrible fear.

She makes me shake.
I don’t want to.

She is full of anger
And wickedness.

What should I do for face my fears?

Am I will be ever able to defeat my fears?

I don’t know…

The fear is too strong now.
I can’t even see a tomorrow…

I’m so scared.

Fear, are you happy now?


I’m feeling alone…
Alone as never before…

I need to cry
But my tears are gone…

I want to cry
But I can’t do it…

I’m feeling so stressed
I can explode…

My head is hurting
She is full of anxiety…





Why all this is happen to me?!

Somebody help me…
I can’t do it alone…

I need to cry…
I want it so bad…

Wind Breath

The wind
Her sound

So peaceful…

The sound
Her words

So mysterious…

Somewhere the wind breath
Is a nightingale sing

Somehow people believe wind breath
Is a sweet lady who speaks to them
Charming lustful words

The wind breath
The dancing gypsy

Somewhere this gypsy cause
Horrible disasters
Somehow those disasters
Are grim splendors

The wind breath



Mother Moon

Mother Moon,
Dear ancestress.

Pale as the beautiest bone.
Pure as a white rose.

Your light the guidance to our lives.

Mother Moon,
Am I in love?
Will I ever fall in love?

Will someone would love me?

Mother Moon,
Help me to find answers to my despair questions.

Mother Moon,
Dear ancestress…

Help me.

Let your light purify my stone heart.

Let me love again.


Let me love again…


Love, yes! Love.

Love is the most powerful feeling in the intere universe.

Love is the weirdest thing ever.


Do I deserve to love?

Am I able to feel love?

Do someone will fall in love with me?

Or am I fated to be alone?

To be alone until my last breath.